I think this has been one of the hardest days. I had been doing so well I thought and then felt very deflated most of the day. I had been upbeat, very positive, moving along then I set myself back on my heels. I realize more and more that I want to be close to someone, connected. I want to share. I have no idea what to do or how to do it.
I sent an email to a friend and bless her heart she phoned me tonight. We are both widows and have that in common. She suggested I can be open during this 'on my own' holiday to feeling everything and let the tears flow. These horse people will understand. Here goes.....
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