I had dream....

Dear Lee,

I had a dream about you last night! First time since your death. I observed myself busy working down on my one knee doing something on the ground. I looked up and there you were across the way walking towards me. It lasted only a brief time. You didn't speak you were just walking towards me. I saw myself break into a BIG smile and I felt my heart skip a beat. It was like an out of body experience in that I saw "the scene". Now recalling this I conjure up that feeling again. Now my heart is feeling full and big with a touch of sadness as I tear up.

I had wondered when I'd dream about you. I looked forward to it. I was kind of looking forward to an erotic dream!  I often did dream about us both and I'd wake up talking away to you about some brilliant idea I had come up with. You'd be so drowsy and out of it I had to slow down until you had a coffee.
Anytime I had a problem to work out about how to do this or that, I would often wake up with a plan. Still do.

You were so close yet so far away to me in that dream....I am so glad I remembered it as I often don't remember my dreams (or perhaps they are not worth remembering)

This dream I will cherish.